thou who doth not like my post shall thusly snuff it.
holy hand grenade OUT.
i’m glad that my message, no matter how lengthy and convoluted, is actually getting across to people.
this is something that everybody’s known, but it’s never been said, and it’s only been addressed at face level while it continues to go on behind everybody’s backs. this isn’t something that requires cowering in fear and hiding behind something in order to maintain a facade. this is something that requires grit and strength and guts and balls in order to get shit done.
i learned that lesson as i grew. everybody eventually has to learn that lesson someday soon. otherwise, they’ll never learn it at all, and they’ll never learn anything at all.
this shouldn’t be the center of everybody’s lives. this shouldn’t be the center of anybody’s life. it is for some, and those people will never learn. and i’m pretty sure that everybody here knows who those people are.
you might look at books and say, 'fuck ‘em, they’re boring as hell’. but, in truth, it’s better to read. it’s better to read and watch and listen than it is to focus on something that saps your life essence and drains your energy away for nothing more than something that matters to nobody else but you, and others like you. everybody who gets drawn into these things is never able to get themselves out, and it only takes an experience like this, going through trauma that’s completely unnecessary yet necessary enough to learn exactly this lesson, to go through exactly an experience such as this, to make you realize that.
reading lets you draw yourself out of your world and draw yourself into that of the story. it gives you insight, it gives you inspiration, it lets you adhere to morals and ethics and a code that you may never have previously knew or existed, but find yourself believing in.
any form of media that tells a story, reading, writing, art, film, acting, music, and all those in between, can’t be forced upon you. it has to be embraced, or the force exerted upon you will never continue- it’ll only stop and bounce back.
the story is never embraced. it’s where we’ve dropped the ball academically. instead, in education, educators drone on and on about the significance of this object and the symbolism of that. in some cases, the curtains are just fucking blue. you have to dive into it, read it, learn it, in order to appreciate and understand it. that’s why you learn. that’s how you learn. and so, what you have to do is read.
read and experience life and understand before it happens to you. because then, you’ll know what to do. you’ll know what to stand on. you’ll know how to act. you’ll know how to be somebody you’ve never thought you could have been.
appreciate the story.
and only then, will you know how to be ready.